ASHEPHERD: 001

[archiees]

Okay, I'm so fed up! Knitting needles can go die in a fiery pit with their stupid fine motor control! And the yarn, too, can suck it and stop knotting because I did not tell it to do that.

Also, when did frustration come with anger?!

Comments

Jara

[arasch]

You can't bluff with me.

Jara

[reidings]

I thought I was doing a pretty good job at hiding it. I guess not.

Jara

[arasch]

So how is it?

Jara

[reidings]

How is [...] what?

Jara

[arasch]

[...] Fine. I don't actually know anything but something is up with you.

Jara

[reidings]

Oh. So I just admitted to having something on my mind when I didn't need to.

Jara

[arasch]

Sorry.

Jara

[reidings]

It's fine. Honestly, I should probably talk to someone about it. I [...] might be developing feelings for someone and I'm not sure if I should. I've just been thinking about it a lot and apparently, it's been weighing on me.

jara

[arasch]

Just fuck them.

Jara

[reidings]

Even if it's the wrong decision to make?

Jara

[arasch]

Run me through why it's the wrong decision.

Jara

[reidings]

1. Because I'm not sure the feelings are mutual 2. We're good friends and what if it fucks everything up.

I think those are the top two issues right now.

Jara

[arasch]

I think if you're thinking this hard about it, there's probably a part of you that's smart enough to realise that there is a chance the feelings are mutual or you would have tossed it out the airlock.

Jara

[reidings]

I guess so, but I haven't ruled out the airlock yet. It's hard to sort out my thoughts when emotions are involved.

Jara

[arasch]

Then stop flir

Good thing you have me to help you out then.

Jara

[reidings]

Yes, very lucky. You don't think I should be concerned?

Jara

[arasch]

What's the worse that can happen? In your head.

Jara

[reidings]

They don't feel the same way, and I've just opened up for nothing. Or something does happen and then things end badly.

Jara

[arasch]

If they don't feel the same way, you've opened up and gotten peace of mind. If something does happen and it goes badly, you can try again and fix it.

Jara

[reidings]

I guess you're right. Either way I can handle it and these things tend to be better out in the open.

Jara

[arasch]

I'm rooting for you.

Jara

[reidings]

Thanks for tricking me into talking to you Ara. I feel a little bit better.

Jara

[arasch]

Go get'em, tiger.

Jara

[reidings]

I'll try to make you proud.

Re: Jara

[arasch]

Update me after.