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[witlessbay]

so the good news, ev and i got one of those big drone computers from xitang for the nerds to look at.

the bad news the hdroids were not happy about us scavenging the drones and attacked us.

yeah you read that right. cool new feature.

dont get mad at me for being short. im writing with one hand here. (get your mind out of the gutter)

[Eren]
hey. got a minute?

Comments

cava

[adequacies]

It’s a bit implied, Cal.

[…] I don’t even know what to say.

cava

[witlessbay]

i'm going to have a couple drinks and stay out of her way. if she wants to talk, i'll talk. but i don't think she wants that right now.

you don't have to. i'm sure i've said whatever you're thinking to myself before

cava

[adequacies]

No. It was an awful call to abstain from telling her for this long.

I can’t imagine how unsafe she must feel in some of the friendships she’s developed here, especially wi. I suppose I understand why you didn’t say anything to me.

I can only guess how hard you have been on yourself about it.

But dios, Cal. What were you thinking telling her when you were injured? She had to still take your condition into consideration rather than focusing on her own feelings.

cava

[witlessbay]

i'm fine. she doesn't have to worry about my wrist

cava

[adequacies]

She is your wife, Cal. Is it so strange to think she cares about your wellbeing?

cava

[witlessbay]

we're always going to be going to a mission, on a mission, coming back. there's never a right time

cava

[adequacies]

It's been six months. That is avoidant.

cava

[witlessbay]

none of this makes me a good guy. i get it

cava

[adequacies]

I am not trying to make you feel worse. […] You are not a bad person. This is not an easy place to be lonely.

I know it is hard work; this makes it harder. You both need to decide what it is you want and if you can trust one another.

cava

[witlessbay]

it is what i want. but it's in her court now

cava

[adequacies]

If you have any other transgressions to confess, you should admit them to her now. Do not make a fool of her again.

cava

[witlessbay]

it was one time.

cava

[adequacies]

Any bad call in judgement at all, such as your proclivity for trying to swap tiles in Scrabble. It could indicate something dark.

cava

[witlessbay]

i'm not sure, alright

cava

[adequacies]

Alright.

I am sure Eren will cool off given time. I hope it works out.

cava

[witlessbay]

thanks ev. i'm sorry if it puts you in a weird spot right now

cava

[adequacies]

I know you are.

cava

[witlessbay]

eli knows, by the way

cava

[adequacies]

I see you are taking the self-flagellation on tour.

cava

[witlessbay]

gonna be real obvious soon

cava

[adequacies]

Do you think if I ask very nicely, she might just maim you instead of murdering you?

cava

[witlessbay]

you dont have to do that. ill deserve whatever i get

cava

[adequacies]

Well. You did just save my life. If I did, my asking would be purely self-serving.

cava

[witlessbay]

she wouldnt do it to luis

cava

[adequacies]

I didn’t seriously think she would.