ASHEPHERD: 002

[archiees]

So much discussion of the kissing booth. I wanted to know who actually signed up to participate. Also, maybe I am overthinking this, but if you did, perhaps you should list your preferences for who kisses you? For example, if you don't like men, it might be nice to know. We don't want to make anyone uncomfortable. Or I am being weird. Both valid viewpoints.

But I am mainly curious who said yes to being at the kissing booth.

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Even.

[adequacies]

No?

Even.

[bilem]

i mean he fucked up and he’s still telling Lia to stay away from me so.

Even.

[adequacies]

I’ve been partners with him a long time, Eren, and one of the first things I learned about him was you and Luis were the whole reason he was here.

He might not be entitled to his jealousy and possessiveness, but he’s always considered himself yours.

He fucked up. Do you think you can forgive him?

Even.

[bilem]

do you want the short answer or the complicated answer?

Even.

[adequacies]

Complicated.

Even.

[bilem]

i didn’t expect him to be celibate for the six years he was here not knowing if i would ever get out, but that doesn’t stop me being fucking furious about it. so I’ve technically already forgiven him, kind of, even if every time i think about it i want to throw something.

and him getting jealous is making it even more complicated as a feeling because he has no fucking right but i’m not mad about it.

Even.

[adequacies]

I think life has to be lived, and you know it, too. That might be why you can live with it, even though it hurts.

And it’s possible you that you like him jealous because it shows something more than just remorse on his end.

But if you want to get some of the anger out, let’s throw some things.

Even.

[bilem]

[…] are you healed up enough to spar yet?

Even.

[adequacies]

90%. Don’t go for my ankle and we’ll say yes.