jwijk 001

[backdrive]

My earbuds BROKE :( So now I can't listen to my music! And it's Friday the 13th right now so that might just be the beginning... is anyone else having bad luck??

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[murphyy]

it’s kind of impressive.

[ithax]

Don't know how to be any other way. Even when I didn't have too many memories I wasn't ever too down

Not that I'm not capable of it, of course

[murphyy]

if you weren’t capable of it, we’d have a problem.

[ithax]

Oh yeah, guess so

Hard not to worry sometimes given the state of things

[murphyy]

“sometimes”.

[ithax]

You worry a lot?

[murphyy]

n doesn’t e […] i just thought maybe sometimes was an understatement from you.

[ithax]

[...] I worry a little more now than I did before I got up here, I guess

Still only sometimes though

carrett.

[murphyy]

is that cause you’ve got a brother you didn’t know about now or do you have a fear of heights

carrett.

[ithax]

Because of Fox, yeah

Hard not to worry about him and how me bein here is for him

carrett.

[murphyy]

why are you worried about how you being here is for him?

carrett.

[ithax]

It's gotta be hard, right? Like, I just show up and I don't remember a thing, and he's got to like, deal with all that and whatever hurt feelins come with your brother not rememberin you at all

AND Sefi said people are mean to him

carrett.

[murphyy]

sure, but if my brother showed up here and couldn't remember me a bit, i'd still be stupid happy that i knew he was safe. there's more good things about you being here than there could be bad things.

[...] wijk's real sensitive about bradshaw. everyone's real soft on him tho? i can't think of anybody who's actually mean to him.

carrett.

[ithax]

I sure hope so. I really don't want to make things harder for him

It's also kinda [...] new-ish to have anyone to worry about, you know? I spent most of my time alone

Maybe but [...]

I'm keepin an eye out just in case, though

carrett.

[murphyy]

[...] you didn't have anybody to worry about at all?

if you wanna worry about him, you should worry about him bottling up his feelings and shit. not about whether people are nice to him.

carrett.

[ithax]

Nah not really

I mean I saw people on occasion and would go be in cities for a bit and stuff, but it was mostly just me

I guess I worried about people in general? But I wasn't close with anyone

[...]

He do that much?

carrett.

[murphyy]

why weren't you with people?

we're not [...] super close or anything, but my impression's that he could use some work on his whole embracing the negative feelings.

carrett.

[ithax]

Was doin lots of remote outpost stuff

I'll [...] keep an eye out

He's got close friends though right?

carrett.

[murphyy]

that sounds fucking lonely if there was nobody else around.

yeah, of course.

carrett.

[ithax]

I did ok with it

Ok, that's good. He seems good so it makes sense he'd have close friends

carrett.

[murphyy]

you won't be able to turn around up here without running into three people. [...] not sure if that's better.

[...] people like him a lot i think.

carrett.

[ithax]

I like people. Like I do fine on my own but I definitely don't prefer it

I hope so. I mean, I'm sure they do, he tries real hard and is nice

carrett.

[murphyy]

yeah. […] sucks that you spent so much of it alone.

they do yeah.

carrett.

[ithax]

Yeah, I try not to worry too much about it. What's done is done and all that

You have siblings?

carrett.

[murphyy]

let me know how long it takes before everyone’s driving you crazy.

[…] i have a brother, yeah.