veilbreak | jstjames 03

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jstjames 03

Sorry about last night.

Heard someone broke the last egg, but I made some flax eggs if anyone wants the protein or wants to bake.

RONEN.

Can I talk to you about something? It's [.....] not unrelated to what apparently happened last night.

TEAM KAMCHATKA.

T-minus 48 hours. Make sure you've got stuff packed for an overnight, and remember to dress up: Russia's cold in February, thought it shouldn't be too bad on the coast.

Can y'all take inventory of everything you find on site? Lynfield and Weber, you take point on viable medical equipment and supplies. I'll see you in the C1 hangar at 8am, UTC+12 local time.

( ooc: this post will have talk of PTSD - you're forewarned!)

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No, I definitely have to apologize to you when I'm back.

You don't. Not like you could help it. Besides, made sure my heart was working.

Maybe not, but it doesn't mean I don't feel guilty about it.

I know. I am telling you it is okay.

[...] I appreciate you a lot, Carl.

Don’t feel guilty, you can’t help it and the guilt won’t help.

I could try, though.

[....] I'm going to talk to Ronen.

Are […] you comfortable doing that?

Nope, but I don't have a lot of alternatives, J.

No, I know. We’re not exactly flush with therapists here.

I'm gonna have to set a lot of boundaries if he agrees. Namely I don't want him talking about our — his and mine — relationship, because that's already gonna color everything anyway in terms of professionalism, and it's got nothing to do with why I need to tackle this. [...] Though it's part of why I put it off.

I think it’s only fair to have some boundaries given the history between the two of you. I’m proud of you for being willing to try, I know it’s not easy.