Of all the things she'd imagined in these last few weeks about their lives outside the Veil, dancing hadn't entered the equation. "What were those like?"
"Oh, you know," Bobby shrugs, even though Sloane doesn't know. He's about to play it down and joke about it, but changes his mind last second. "Better than any school dance I went to, really. Nice to have a fun night with the people you love most, you know?" That feels a little too earnest though, so he quickly adds: "Everyone whose feet I stepped on might disagree."
"I don't know that they would." Sloane disputes, imagining it. It's a little bittersweet. She can't call to mind what it must feel like to love that many people at once. "I bet they loved it just as much." But that is too earnest, so she also adds, "I don't know. I never even went to school dances."
"Smoked exactly one cigarette behind the bleachers and went to parties where everyone was honest to their parents, after." It's even, but tinged with the bitterness always there when Sloane's talking about her Veiled life.
"Even with the parents part you still sound way cooler than me," Bobby says, trying to carefully navigate through the bitterness because he doesn't mean to bring up bad thoughts at what's meant to be a fun event.
"You were surviving on your own in a desert. That's so much cooler than I could ever be." The bitterness has left, and she just sounds resigned again. "And that does mean that most dancing I know is just kinda nodding my head."
Bobby watches everyone dancing for a moment before replying. "If you wanted to learn when your arm's better, there's plenty of people who could teach you." He almost suggests Apollo, but he doesn't know where teaching each other fits with their competing over everything, and he figures they could work that out themselves if she wanted to learn. "But I don't think you have any problem being cool, even if you're just nodding your head."
She smiles a little. "You're cool, too." She decides, with ultimate conviction. Dancing is one of those things for a Life, capital L, that she had never bothered imagining out. It's something that isn't for her. But that's a way too depressing thought, so she just shakes her head. "And I think I'll leave the dancing to the experts."
Bobby gives a short laugh, but he doesn't argue against her conviction despite disagreeing. "'Experts' is generous," he says instead, flipping through the book until he finds the page he'd noted when he'd peered over her shoulder and offering it back to her. "Thanks for sharing."
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Of all the things she'd imagined in these last few weeks about their lives outside the Veil, dancing hadn't entered the equation. "What were those like?"
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