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aaldana 002.

DOMINGO, NIKOLA, PHILIP.

I am going to be on the ground starting tomorrow for two or three days. I am currently going alone, which Domingo and Nikola disagree with. I am grudgingly open to suggestions on how to increase my security to ease unnecessary worries without an escort.

EVA.

I'm going down to see Mamá tomorrow and will be gone for a few days.

RONEN - after he's agreed to an escort.

I'll be gone for a few days. You're in charge. Don't make me regret it.

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~~If I lose my m~~ The risk is too high, so they've returned to previous levels.

Edited 2026-02-09 20:59 (UTC)

Adrían may be able to refine it.

Perhaps he can, perhaps he can't, but keeping the full extent of my memories is non-negotiable when they're all I have left of too many people. I'd rather not hope only to suffer the disappointment.

I understand.

And besides, my lay understanding is that enough damage has occurred over the years that it wouldn't fix everything. There's too many factors weighing down the scales for now.

What is the worst symptom of all this? I've read your file, obviously, but you have not been particularly forthcoming about any of this. And you do not have to be, but [...] I would just like to know. To see if I can ease the burden at all.

I haven't been forthcoming because I didn't want to burden you. I'll always answer your questions.

[...] How unpredictable my manual dexterity's become, which may sound vain given the more intricate neurological side effects but I've been able to mask most of those for so long that they've become routine. The days where I struggle to hold a pen make me resent my situation the most; it's the physical manifestation of it all. Like a spotlight.

It doesn't sound vain, Dom. I cannot pretend that our situations are exactly the same, but I do understand what it's like to have your day-to-day life impacted by such a condition. I wish I could this away from you.

While we all have to live with the consequences of our decisions, I do appreciate the sentiment. How is your leg these days? There was a point I meant to ask but in the moment it was easier to simply bypass any requests related to you on your knees.

Edited (sorry bad person) 2026-02-10 01:48 (UTC)

My leg and I have reached an understanding. It complains when it's cold, or if I am on my feet for too long, but it's functional. As long as I'm not running any 5Ks, I manage quite well with the walking stick. Around my office, I can sometimes do without it entirely.